I need to stop spending money. Seriously it slips through my fingers like water. or sand. or other fine or wet materials. I went shopping this morning...did get some necessities...like hair dye...also got non essentials such as new makeup etc. It really does make me feel better though. My main problem is that i'm lonely when B is away. And he is away for two weeks at a time. So im lonely a lot. Sure i see my friends and the like but it doesnt fill the void. So i go shopping. I really need to stop or at least cut down, supposed to be saving for our wedding. Well we are saving, i could just be saving a lot harder. B makes really good money...and i spend it. God. Im such a dickhead. Technically it is our money but he is the one working so hard to make it. But on the flip side... he does want me to be happy. Maybe i can just cut down on food. Im kidding. I think.
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