Tuesday, February 5, 2008

things in my head

If you dont like me, go away. If you disagree with what i say, then thats great, but you disagreeing with my opinion is an opinion i disagree with. i consider myself excruciatingly normal, yet unique and often alone and adrift in my thoughts.

Last night i dreamt my younger sister was in labour, and i was holding her and rocking her back and forth, trying to take some of her pain away. She had run away from home and was living with a middle age gay couple who had taken her in and filled in their fishpond because it would be dangerous with a baby around. Not much else can be recalled......

Lately i have been having a lot of trouble sleeping. Too much to think about. Should take up meditation. Also need to lose weight and get my hair done. Tomorrow is another day.

I like lying on a blow up mattress in my backyard watching the sky. It's soothing. Its raining at the moment so there is no mattress lying sky watching to be had tonight.

I really should go to bed

Not tired...see above...

A few things i am sick of:

Fake friends
The biggest loser
Missing B while he works away
The rain...its great for the dams but hello...ever heard of moderation? Gosh!
Stretch marks
My doona cover. its a big daggy. I want my room to be a haven not a kaleidescope.
Annoying relatives. When i want to talk to you i will call you. I know, ive been mysteriously out when youve tried to ring. Coincedence? I THINK NOT.

I just want to hibernate for a little while? Doable? Certainly.

Until next time.

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